Le Solipsisme

Ujian A Semua

2012-01-02T04:06:00.000-08:00

Chixpox

2011-12-08T16:24:00.000-08:00

Oh, I had the time of my life and I never felt this way before and I swear this is true and I owe it all to you............. zhank u.
Been home since Sun night (HURRRAY), hiding under my blanket with stomatitis aphtosa all over my body-mouth-head (BOOOO). Gosh, I can't eat, everything still tastes bitchterrrrr. Think I'm in disguise. Yup, the difference between those actresses in TV and me is that they wear foundation and Mac blot powder, whereas I use ointment and S*l*cyl powder. Meh.

As you know, if it's not raining, it's not JGTC. I had fever the night before JGTC and wasn't allowed to go back to Depok the next morning. I forced myself to because I've committed to a committee from 8 to 8, saileh. In not-so-well condition, under the sunshine, in the rain, ~~and in the storm I fought for my love,~~ I ate matcha ice cream HE HE HE which was equal to saying hello to tonsillitis. Sowwypapah. Because I couldn't stand the crowd of Glenn's stage so I came to kosan earlier around 11ish before the show ended and went straight to bed without taking bath first, [INSERT_A_GIGANTIC_EWWWMOTICON_HERE]. I don't know who infected me with this Varicella zoster virus, hu how could you.. BRING BACK MY FLAWLESS BANGIN BOD WEY. Huffties. Varicellas zoster gets rid of seafood from my life for a.. LOLWHUDDD r u kidding moi?! それを畜生.

"Nobody was born to be forever alone", you sure? Dad was going to Kalimantan and mom came late to accompany a friend who has stage IV lung cancer and myoma.. Let's thank God for giving me this chick(enpox).

Dear. God. Save. My. Percentage. Of. Attendance. And. My. First. IP. #PrayForRie

I'm pickin up good vibrations

2011-12-02T05:18:00.000-08:00

Rommet Mitt

2011-11-30T15:50:00.000-08:00

WLOL hole, since Aug (W-101 = Wickedly-LOL). Where.. I design truth, hide from strangers, eat blue-lyrics, find new recipes to try, set world vices, sketch curves, talk about black-genocide, catch the dream-lurcher, face "imbalance" facts, sing Xtatic Truth, star gaze every night of summer, and go naked. Hm. My sense of humor goes down the drain. I haven't found the person who has the same vision and joke like mine. O, I love being busy, Thurs.

I never find any joy in LOL by the way, AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA does better conspicuously.

Three weeds, ng, I mean three weeks.

2011-11-25T03:38:00.000-08:00

"When the distance between Gacin and Jacin was only three rooms away." - Gallagheries

2011-11-24T21:39:00.000-08:00

Date a girl who takes photographs. Date a girl whose favorite sound is the click-click of the shutter as it closes and opens to capture a memory. Date a girl who sees the wonder in the simplest things. Date a girl who looks at the world and wonders how to put a little of herself in it.

You might find her in the park, lost behind her lens, the world a blur around her as she tries to capture a single moment in time. You might find her in an exhibit, a look of concentration on her face as she contemplates a photograph that called out to her as she was passing by. Or maybe you will find her in a bookstore, a book in her lap as she pores over photographs of weddings all the while wondering what hers would look like.

Take her out to photo walks and laugh as she tries to take a picture of you. When she gets tired of walking, buy her cupcakes but wait until she has taken pictures of them before proceeding to eat them. Listen as she tells you her ideas for a photo shoot on the ride home.

Take her to a restaurant and wait patiently as she surveys the menu carefully, appreciating the food photography. And again, wait until she has taken a photo of your food before digging in. Allow her introduce you to Ansel Adams while you both eat your lunch. Introduce her to your favorite musician as you wait for the bill to arrive. When you get home, change your Facebook profile picture into a photograph she took of you. She silently hoped for it.

Take stolen shots of her. Compile it and give it to her on her birthday. Tell her you love her over and over until your voice replaces the click of the shutter as her favorite sound. Kiss her after she lifts her head up from the camera. Give her camera-shaped necklaces. Go places with her.

You will never be bored again.

Date a girl who takes photographs. She will never whine about a little dirt on her favorite pair of jeans as she kneels down to get a better angle of her subject. She will never be afraid to take adventures with you. She will take photographs of you not just with her camera but with her mind as well and keep it to herself to admire at night. But above all, she will teach you how to look at the world with a brand new perspective and she will do that unknowingly.

Marry a girl who takes photographs. Ditch those wedding photography books and give her the most beautiful wedding you could. She will teach your kids to find the beauty in everything just as she had taught you. Every day will be an adventure as she tries to create memories photograph-worthy with you. She may wake you up in the middle of the night because she is buzzing with ideas but she will make it up in the morning with a stack of hot pancakes beside a steaming cup of your favorite coffee blend.

Grow old with a girl who takes photographs. Sit with her on the front porch as you both pore over the bits and pieces of the moments you’ve had together. Stroke her hair as you both relive the photo walks that you took and the places you have been when you were both young. Smile as you both reenact your clever wedding vows.

Date a girl who takes photographs because she will always see that “something” in the most “nothing” of things. She will never let anyone take you away from her like she never lets anyone steal her photos and that is just one of the evidences that she loves you.

Source

2011-11-23T06:44:00.000-08:00

I don't smoke. I don't drink. I don't do porn. I would never do. But, IF I do, what are you going to say? Go judge me, kids. Are you going to ooze "prostitute" from your poky bad words collection? I uphold gender equality. I think there's no difference placed between ♀ and ♂. When a boy smokes, people don't comment. But when it comes to a girl, quack quack quack. I try to respect their rights-needs-ways and I want them to respect my decision not to smoke too, how easy. As long as they don't interfere with my enjoyment of life, I don't care. If you don't know what their reasons are, shut up. People may have their own way to overcome life stress, crisis of confidence, ideas hunt, etc. Ck..... cliche. They're victims. My grandpa's death was caused by lung cancer, yeah, he was a massive smoker. I don't say smoking's goofy, but I can't stand being around smokers either. I love my womb + I won't let those liquids fatten my belly.

Don’t judge a girl until you have walked a mile in her bra.

2011-11-04T03:58:00.000-07:00

Is it wrong to

always feel stronger than anyone else
thank God by giving a statement like this, “God chose her - it’s not because she’s better than me, it’s because I’m stronger than her and He keeps the better plans for the strongest one”
never feel alone because you have God right beside you and He will never leave you
be independent because you don’t want to lay on things which are not there 24/7 for you
to always feel strong, so people will prefer to leave you for the opposition who looks weaker.

“I’m here. I love you. I don’t care if you need to stay up crying all night long, I will stay with you. There’s nothing you can ever do to lose my love. I will protect you until you die, and after your death I will still protect you. I am stronger than Depression and I am braver than Loneliness and nothing will ever exhaust me.” - Eat, Pray, Love.

There's a hole deep in my soul. There's a fear in every breathe I take. There's your shadow in every corner I see.

2011-10-24T09:55:00.000-07:00

Just mind your own business and I'll do mine too. Just prove it by showing your real concrete action. I don't care about you, neither do I care about your life. I'm not apathetic, it's your freedom so use it as it should be. You're no longer a child, are you missing the part of your brain that contains logic? You should've know which ones are right which are wrong. Listen, everything's temporary, nothing's permanent, shut the fuck up.

STUT☮

2011-10-21T12:56:00.000-07:00

Selama Tidak Unyu Tidak Oke

Dear, Stuto and our (coughs) luphly Kakak-kakak Mentor. I just wanted to thank you for making the first chapter of my life at FEUI indescribable and I hope our togetherness won't get separated as time goes on. You're not only a bunch of new friends but also a new family for me. You know, I'm a kind of person who cannot be that unyu to people, I'm not good at showing feelings, and I'm bad at wording. It always takes a long time for me to overthink about whattodos and whatshouldIdos, it takes time to be sweet to certain people.

Stuto, kita masuk FEUI bareng, jadi mahasiswa baru bareng, pake jaket kuning bareng. Semoga 3,5 atau 4 tahun lagi kita juga lulus-wisuda bareng dan tahun depan jadi panitia ALJnya Kak Yokeu. Aamiiin. Sukses, Majalengka!

Good Bye

2011-10-15T11:15:00.000-07:00

I lost my phone, the one who was always accompanying me through the last 5 months. Black iPhone 4G with 16GB memory, that memory. I was in Bikun, on my to FE from Starbucks, I put it inside my bag. Seriously, yesterday was so odd. I weirdly chose to wear my little leather backpack, I turned on the "Find My iPhone Location" app in the morning, I put my phone inside my bag (I always put it in my pocket or just hold it with my hand wherever I am), and.. I preferred using Bikun.

I panicked. I went back to the lib and found nothing. I couldn't stop calling it and someone, somewhere, answered it but didn't say anything, he laughed. Damn. I once tried to track it down, they already ran away aiming for Bogor.

I had a JD interview at 2:30, I don't know did it give a big impact or not to my answers. A senior came to me at the end of the interview, told me that his friends found where my phone's position was and they sent four people to get it back.... not too long after that my battery died. I went to the police office, exactly a POLRES, and they ignored me. WTH. How if I went to a smaller police office? Digaji pake uang rakyat aja bangga.

Nobody believed that I just lost my phone at that time, I joked in order not to make my friends panic, hehe. In my thought, "If I cry now, will my phone come back?" Because tears will never solve your problems. If only I already updated it into iOS5 and backed up all of its datas to iCloud, I might not be that gloomy. Ha, that's ok. Thank you people for your concern and caring.

iPhone 4S, come to mommah!

L(11)ttle

2011-10-04T10:07:00.000-07:00

It's hard to tolerate my smashed Joybie's lameness, since Joybie always shows a broken screen in the beginning, ha, thank you, Joy. FYI, its name is Lilla and it is lighter than any book, "The Lightest (Mac)Book" nyehehe.

This October = hectic month. Started by going to Cijeruk for 4D/3N in the name of Sos Act with FEUI 2011 for doing some community services such as building latrines, picking up trashes, teaching kids how-to-brush-teeth-properly, and so on. Wish this starter for social actions gave a big improvement in them... I do realize there are still many children who can't continue their studies due to poverty in this "countrich", where people colonize each other. How does it feel while you pay ≥1$ for a portion of meal and that is the total amount of money people who live not far from your city get after working a whole day in rice field. There's a pesantren, hm what is it.. boarding school? Ah, no wonder if nowadays there are many unstable "moslems" dogmatized by old-fashioned thoughts, IMHO religion and education are closely interlinked. I can't tell you much about Sos Act, o well, I FOUND CATFISHES IN THE BATHTUB. Anywho, how small is "small" and how big is "big"?

Mid-term test will be held next month. Good luck, STUTO L3L3 MAJALENGKA!

:-)

2011-09-11T09:19:00.000-07:00

“It’s true that people can move on, but you can never deny the fact that only amnesia and death can erase memories."

Blackvi's

2011-09-08T09:11:00.000-07:00

Blackvi's has been mine since I was in 10th grade, its paint was peeled off by time, so I decided to polish it in order to keep it looking dandy, ha. My teacher once said, "You may be ok with it, but people have different feelings about everything." True. You don't care about what you're wearing as long as it comforts you, but you don't live alone in this world, people judge using their foreheads, you may unconsciously generate depression in others, sigh.

O, hey, Depok. I've been back to kosan since yesterday. I'm so lack ideas both for PKM and essay, sitting and shitting in the toilet for hours don't invent inspirations anymoah. "The future is scary. But you can't just run back to the past because it's familiar. Yes, it's tempting. But it's a mistake." - HIMYM. I gotta get out of my comfort zone to achieve my success. Meanwhile, that comfort zone is.. SMA Negeri 8 Jakarta. I miss Mesis, XII IPA B, 8 2011, Smandelers, its canteen's foods, its field, its environment, its traffic chaos, its three-wheel taxis known as Bajaj, its typical rumours and gossips, its atmosphere. BUKIT DURIE.

Namaste

2011-09-05T15:41:00.000-07:00

"Realistis itu berarti berpihak pada satu ekspektasi/prediksi tanpa menutup mata dari kemungkinan lainnya." - @AlandaKariza. I don't want to be one of those idealists who end up as pessimists, being eaten by her words ;-)

It has been five years, cie.

2011-09-03T21:12:00.000-07:00

Five of us go to Bandung

Three of us go to Salemba

Three of us go to Depok

Two of us go to Jatinangor

One of us goes to Jogja

One of us goes to Semarang

One of us goes to Malang

One of us will also go to Bandung next year.

2011-08-30T07:21:00.000-07:00

"I think there are tons of different realities. Sometimes you can get there by psychedelic drugs. Music does it, or getting no sleep. Even meditating with friends. I don’t think that’s really that hard. It’s just embarrassing to try. You start laughing, you feel like a dorky, New Age hippie. But I think that’s the revolutionary, subversive thing that could be happening, if people did try." - Andrew Vanwyngarden.

I miss you, xx.

2011-08-20T20:30:00.000-07:00

Hi, there. Be grateful you're struggling in THAT school, some people don't even get the chance to struggle in any kind of school. Shalala.

2011-08-06T07:13:00.000-07:00

My first night at kosan, broke fasting alone with lights off, screw you PLN.

RISTI&E

2011-07-30T08:06:00.000-07:00

If you don't know how to spell my (first) name, you'd better write it without 'e' in the end, DON'T you ever dare write Risty, don't you even put the thought on your mind, I'm gonna cut your head open, take your brain out, shove it back to your behind. MBAH LOE RIFKY BALWEEL.

2011-07-26T06:00:00.000-07:00

"Yak, demamnya tinggi sekali dan muncul tanda petir di jidatnya! Oh, dia terkena demam Harry Potter.." "Lalu, bagaimana pak cara mengobatinya?" "Cukup diberi Parasetamol, sama toh dengan demam-demam yang lainnya?" - Beritawa Trans 7, 26 Juli 2011.

I pinky promised myself to never love anything more than Allah. He is the one who always answers my prayers. I'm not trying to look religious or what. I've been in that phase when everything seemed very disappointing and nobody didn't even want to know. I'm tired of being broken-hearted. HEHE. If you like something and feel curious about it, be the first to watch it #AllHailMediafire #StopPiracy #Blah.

I thought I was the most agnostic person in hi school, but now I see more agnostics, here. Since I'm no more an agnostic, ng? I don't care what you believe in, just believe in it. People have rights to choose and I have no business with their sins. I'm not apathetic, I just don't give a damn. I've bought my freedom, so have you. Everyone has their own way to repent. "There is time for everything" - Thomas Edison.

An Escape Without Nikdaox

2011-07-20T05:54:00.000-07:00

What tree did you fall from?

2011-07-13T02:59:00.000-07:00

Find your birthday and then find your tree. This is really cool and somewhat accurate. Then send it to all your friends, including the one that sent it to you, so they can find out what tree you fell from, but don't forget to change the subject line to your tree.

Your Birthday:

Dec 23 to Jan 01 - Apple Tree
Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree
Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm Tree
Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree
Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar Tree
Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree
Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine Tree
Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree
Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime Tree
Mar 21 (only) - Oak Tree
Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree
Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree
Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple Tree
Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree
May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree
May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree
May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash Tree
Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree
Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig Tree
Jun 24 (only) - Birch Tree
Jun 25 to Jul 04 - Apple Tree
Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir Tree
Jul 15 to Jul 25 - Elm Tree
Jul 26 to Aug 04 - Cypress Tree
Aug 05 to Aug 13 - Poplar Tree
Aug 14 to Aug 23 - Cedar Tree
Aug 24 to Sep 02 - Pine Tree
Sep 03 to Sep 12 - Weeping Willow Tree
Sep 13 to Sep 22 - Lime Tree
Sep 23 (only) - Olive Tree
Sep 24 to Oct 03 - Hazelnut Tree
Oct 04 to Oct 13 - Rowan Tree
Oct 14 to Oct 23 - Maple Tree
Oct 24 to Nov 11 - Walnut Tree
Nov 12 to Nov 21 - Chestnut Tree
Nov 22 to Dec 01 - Ash Tree
Dec 02 to Dec 11 - Hornbeam Tree
Dec 12 to Dec 21 - Fig Tree
Dec 22 (only) - Beech Tree

Your tree:

Apple Tree (Love): Quiet and shy at times, lots of charm, appeal, and attraction, pleasant attitude, flirtatious smile, adventurous, sensitive, loyal in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, many talents, loves children, needs affectionate partner.
Ash Tree (Ambition): Extremely attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, restless lover, sometimes money rules over the heart, demands attention, needs love and much emotional support.
Beech Tree (Creative): Has good taste, concerned about its looks, materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical, good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.).
Birch Tree (Inspiration): Vivacious, attractive, elegant, friendly, unpretentious, modest, does not like anything in excess, abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.
Cedar Tree (Confidence): Of rare strength, knows how to adapt, likes unexpected presents, of good health, not in the least shy, tends to look ! ; down on others, self-confident, a great speaker, determined, often impatient, likes to impress others, has many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waits for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.
Chestnut Tree (Honesty): Of unusual stature, impressive, well-developed sense of justice, fun to be around, a planner, born diplomat, can be irritated easily, sensitive of others feelings, hard worker, sometimes acts superior, feels not understood at times, fiercely family oriented, very loyal in love, physically fit.
Cypress Tree (Faithfulness): Strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give but doesn't necessarily like it, strives to be content, optimistic, wants to be financially independent, wants love and affection, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered at times, can be unruly and careless, loves to gain knowledge, needs to be needed.
Elm Tree (Noble-mindedness): Pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.
Fig Tree (Sensibility): Very strong minded, a bit self-willed, honest, loyal, independent, hates contradiction or arguments, hard worker when wants to be, loves life and friends, enjoys children and animals, few sexual relationships, great sense of humor, has artistic talent and great intelligence.
Fir tree (Mysterious): Extraordinary taste, handles stress well, loves anything beautiful, stubborn, tends to care for those close to them, hard to trust others, yet a social butterfly, likes idleness and laziness after long demanding hours at work, rather modest, talented, unselfish, many friends, very reliable.
Hazelnut Tree (Extraordinary): Charming, sense of humor, very demanding but can also be very understanding, knows how to make a lasting impression, active fighter for social causes and politics, popular, quite moody, sexually oriented, honest, a perfectionist, has a precise sense of judgment and expects complete fairness.
Hornbeam Tree (Good Taste): Of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.
Lime Tree (Doubt): Intelligent, hard working, accepts what life dishes out, but not before trying to change bad circumstances into good ones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys getaway vacations, may appear tough, but is actually soft and relenting, always willing to make sacrifices for family and friends, has many talents but not always enough time to use them, can become a complainer, great leadership qualities, is jealous at times but extremely loyal.
Maple Tree (Independence of Mind): No ordinary person, full of imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.
Oak Tree (Brave): Robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting, independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the ground, person of action.
Olive Tree (Wisdom): Loves sun, warmth and kind feelings, reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, empathetic, free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.
Pine Tree (Peacemaker): Loves agreeable company, craves peace and harmony, loves to help others, active imagination, likes to write poetry, not fashion conscious, great compassion, friendly to all, falls strongly in love but will leave if betrayed or lied to, emotionally soft, low self esteem, needs affection and reassurance.
Poplar Tree (Uncertainty): Looks very decorative, talented, not very self-confident, extremely courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, great artistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.
Rowan Tree (Sensitivity): Full of charm, cheerful, gifted without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, extremely generous, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.
Walnut Tree (Passion): Unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.
Weeping Willow (Melancholy): Likes to be stress free, loves family life, full of hopes and dreams, attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful, musically inclined, loves to travel to exotic places, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with when pressured, sometimes demanding, good intuition, suffers in love until they find that one loyal, steadfast partner; loves to make others laugh.

Source

Look older, act younger.

2011-07-10T06:40:00.000-07:00

Kay, it was about a year ago, I realized this thing right after gossiping people with my fella$ HEHE actually it wasn't 100% "gossiping" because we all talked about fact.. "OMG, she (my junior) looks much older than her age! No, no, no, she's not the only one, you can see many like her at blabla every Sat night! And she also loves to do PDA on T! Labile, isn't she? Bocah aja gaya banget... Njrit! I'm younger than her! So, what am I? Bocaher?!" Am I not normal because I don't dress like her? WTF? Even though I'm a collegian now, but my still identity says "Sorry, you're still under age, please wait for a few more months." Zhank. You. Who. The. Hell. Wants. To. Get. Older. Earlier?! Whenever I go to public places, such as mall, I see girls who are in the same grade like me, but they look much.. older. They wear bling-bling and all I've got is my bangs.

Small children trapped in adult bodies. I'm not sure those who tweeted "I will be mature," will be. The more you tweet it, the more I don't believe. Growing old is mandatory, growing up is optional. I'm 16 and trying to reduce my spontaneity, trying not to act immediately on whatever impulse I am feeling, trying not to tweet this and that (but become a trash on ***** HAHA), hell yes, trying to ignore the wave. How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours. Be patient. Be patient. Be patient. Ngepet, memang.

I can't stop saying Alhamdulillah

2011-06-29T16:27:00.000-07:00

It's fixed. Ristie Tartini gets accepted into Department of Accounting, Faculty of Economics, University of Indonesia. ALHAMDULILLAH YA ALLAH. EHEHEHEHE, I can't stop smiling and saying Alhamdulillah :D

I still can't believe that I'm a collegian now, whoa! Alay. I was confusedly waiting for the right time in front of my lappop, then I asked my mom for her blessings and permission to open the site before 7pm, I was startled for a second.. I screamed loudly, mom hugged me, she said "Gak sia-sia Mom antar jemput BTA tiap hari sampe malem.." Cie. And now, I'm ready to write I ~~FUCKING~~ SURVIVED SMA 8 JAKARTA. Thank you 8 for building up my character and strengthening my mentality. To be honest, the most valuable knowledge I got isn't about academic achievement (as you know I wasn't that bright.. ahahaha). From this school, those people, I got the most valuable one named life lesson. New families, kaderisasi, remedial, Mesis, XC, XI IPA B, XII IPA B, and so on.

For 8 2011 who still have to fight, GOOD LUCK! I know you can do it! Break ~~a leg~~ legs! Everything is possible as long as you believe in God. Yes, you have Him. Don't underestimate parents' prayers. Allah always knows the best. He put me in an accelerated class because He wanted me to have memorable 3 years with an amazing generation like 8 2011. He let me join Mesis to meet people with different characters, if only I didn't, you guys are having a good name now.. Happy Nuts FTW! HAHA. He chose natural science class for me, because He wanted me to use my logic for physics, chem, and biology.. Zzz.. but I already knew that they'd be useful in the future. He gave me a chance to go to BTA, met funny mates and teachers in IPC class, it's a fact, social science teachers joke better than the natural science teachers.. spending my Sat-nights studying with IPCers = being single for a reason, HEHE. THANK YOU BTA! Alhamdulillah, I got no chance for Undangan since the early beginning, so I was able to waste 13 hours every day at BTA instead of hoping for nothing. Thank God for giving me strength not to let myself down.

Down? Gue yakin semua orang pernah ngalamin kok. Lo gak tau kan rasanya MIPA remed semua? Lo gak tau kan rasanya nilai 0 di Integral? Lo gak tau kan rasanya bego banget gak dapet undangan? Lo gak tau kan rasanya ngasih surat panggilan BK ke ortu? Ahahahahaha, those things would never make me proud, but they've reinforced me, I worked hard for UN, US, SNMPTN, and my hardwork would never stop there. So, here I am, Ristie Tartini, calon Akuntan sukses dan jujur, Insya Allah, Aamiiin.

Que sera, sera.

2011-06-27T05:45:00.000-07:00

God, I know You're here listening both of my prayers and my mumblings. I hope you won't be bored with them. You know that I never believe in temporary things, I never trust any of Your creatures, except me. Ego always wins. Now I got to take Enzy once a day. I depend my life on you. All of my tears have been frozen after these years in this pain. Please, make it happen, please..

I intended to write a lengthy post but malaise afflicting me today. I'm wishing us the best of luck. So don't make me blue when I write to you, from Rie with love.

2011-06-22T06:59:00.000-07:00

Time has proven it, we'll always be strangers. I gotta fuck off and strive hard for my goals, you gotta catch your own elephant. Keep being you. Thanks for moving me on.

Cults - Go Outside

2011-06-18T22:25:00.000-07:00

I really want to go out
I really want to go outside and stop to see your day
You really want to hole up
You really want to stay inside and sleep the light away

I really want to go out
I really want to go outside and make it light all day
You really want to hole up
You really want to stay inside and not care where you lay

Well I know what's good
Exactly cause I have been there before
Yeah I know what's good
Exactly those things night cannot behold

I really want to go out
I really want to go outside and stop to see your day
You really want to hole up
You really want to stay inside and sleep the light away

I think it's good to go out
cause if you don't you'll never make a memory that will stay
I think that you should wake up
I think I want to live my life and you're just in my way

2011-06-14T06:26:00.000-07:00

My eyes are tired of seeing things in monotone. I'm not feeling well lately, for the last few days I've been getting very hot at night. Mom says my blood is hot like dad's, dad and I are easy to be on fire. Sigh. People might think I'm lazy-ass using vehicle to go to places. I'm not lazy to walk, but I just can't actually stand the heat at noon, it causes fever in me, shivering at night without turning the AC off, yeah.. it's hard to sleep without AC in a tropical country, isn't it? I need something to slap me right on the face, to boost up my spirit for SIMAK preparation thingy. Ha.

By the way, I saw that person last Sat, with that tee, that glasses, and that shoes. I like you, because of your Converse. Never thought you're this friendly.

2011-06-01T05:59:00.000-07:00

I'm not in the mood to type. SNMPTN 2011 was.. kay, no matter how it was, all i know is I'VE GIVEN MY BEST. Ha. Let's pray for me. I don't want to check my answer with those flying keys. The reasons are, I don't want to waste my time by worrying too much and I gotta be ready for what may happen in 28 days. That's my hardwork. I never cheated both on elementary school and junior high. Untill I went to, let's just say, the best public school in the capital C-I-T-Y of Indonesia (Gagafian influenza virus), hell yeah. The "competition" was tighter than a fat girl's legging. I never really like the atmosphere of this school (FYI, I had never been in a class with more than 30 students before), so the beginning of my high school life was quite hard. But pinky promise that I didn't cheated on final exams and SNMPTN.

I currently waste my time with fears. The biggest one is something started with F&U, ~~o it's not fuck~~ it's fu-ture. Last week was the G-Day. The last time i could see that person, o hey how are you now?

Blabbering

2011-05-29T16:06:00.000-07:00

How technology affects people's lives and how katek Indonesian are.. I'm never interested with a cell phone brand that has been skyrocketing in recent years, without even saying its initial, I think you already know what it is. It was okay until people started complaining "Makanya pake XX dong!" Seriously, what is its advantages except the IM feature? And this thing definitely "changes" people around me. Friends turned out to be the person they wouldn't be. E? I'm living in Indonesia, one of fast growing social networking countries, yeah this country seems shocked by the fried-nuts' feature to contact people without spending a penny pulse.Katek. People come out with different reasons, following the trend, life-style, a demand to contact to the rest of the world, social needs. Hmm, a domino effect. It's avid and people get hypnotized into being addicted to their gadgets.

Despite the fact that it helps people to communicate each other and simplifies telecommunication related prices of the special packages, I will never use this blabbering thing. AND HOLY YES I'M #TeamiMessage.

"Technology is a big destroyer of emotion and truth. Technology doesn't do anything for creativity. Yeah it makes things easier, you can get home sooner, but it doesn't make you a more creative person. That's the disease you have to fight in any creative field: ease of use." - Jack White (It Might Get Loud).

2011-05-27T01:54:00.000-07:00

She's that girl. A girl who'd prefer to keep running rather than stop and dope her wound. She isn't absconding, cause she won't, she will never do. No matter how big her problems are. Now, she's going for a little while, trying to find a way out.

Tahu tidak, dulu, ketika saya masih polos, saya sempat menetap di seberang lautan, jauh dari zona nyaman. Sering kali saya tidak mendapatkan apa yang saya mau, kalau sudah begitu maka saya akan meraung. Memanggil-manggil bestemor saya, saya bilang pada ibu saya bahwa saya ingin kembali bersama bestemor saja. Kini, saya sudah sebesar ini, bestemor sudah pindah ke alam seberang, raungan saya hampa, layaknya bunyi di ruang hampa. Tawa saya juga melayang seperti astronaut di ruang hampa.

Tempo hari, saya membaca buku harian dalam jaringan milik salah satu teman saya. Munafik rasanya kalau kita menyemangati orang lain yang di bawah kita, maksudnya, "elo tuh gak pernah ngerasain gimana rasanya di posisi dia, jadi gimana lo bisa tau rasanya, gimana bisa lo nyemangatin dia kalo lo sendiri aja gak pernah di posisi dia?" Saya? Saya bukan motivator yang baik. Saya motivator yang kejam. Alasan saya tidak menyemangati mereka ketika mereka mengumbar kebutuhan mereka akan semangat bukan karena saya meremehkan. Saya pernah di sana, di posisi anda ketika jatuh, jauh lebih dalam dan sakit, serta tidak memiliki Si Apa untuk dijadikan punggung.

Ye, intinye sih, jangan pernah nganggep kalo keadaan elo yang paling memperihatinkan karena di luar sana masih banyak yang lebih parah. Siapa sih yang kagak pernah mikir buat die young? Mati kagak jadi solusi.

2011-05-15T04:51:00.000-07:00

"You shut your mouth. How can you say I go about things the wrong way? I am Human and I need to be loved just like everybody does.." - The Smiths.

2011-05-07T08:48:00.000-07:00

I got Angles from Angel. Let me make it clear, it's a late birthday gift from Ainun Ringe Angelina, she forced me to type that. Erghuffy huffffft. TAKK, KONG!

The Strokes' Angles and wishes.. Aamin, Aaaamin, Aaaaaamin.

I currently feel Games: Living in an empty world. The diamond cuts my eye. The crowd behind went wild. They weren't all that proud. By now they hear it loud. Living in an empty world. Uhmm..

I'm not in the mood to debate. I always try to be more mature while kids my age are having ffun without burden. I'm now ignoring the wave because we can't make people be like what we want, if only we could do that.. life will be plain boring and you won't be able to watch soap opera. Let's say, i've put a post-it on my classy pimple, EVERYTING IS TEMPORARY, everything is bound to end. E, seems like i forgot that nobody's stabile. Dear, kids, just lessen complaining on a social networking site symbolized by a flying cab. At least, make sure that your satire is gramatically correct and without typographical errors. Hehe, relax, i'm not a Grammar Hitler, i often do grammarape and become a grammar pig. "Never tell your problems to anyone, 20% don't care and other 80% are glad you have them" - Lou Holtz, don't you think so? Smashed. So, what am i doing here? Complaining.

:milk

PS: We're only young and naive still. We require certain skills. The mood it changes like the wind. Hard to control when it begins. The bittersweet between my teeth. Trying ti find the in-betweens. Fall back in love eventually. Yeah.

Bwitch

2011-05-02T18:02:00.000-07:00

#1 Owl! Wasn't the decoration so lovely, kids? Congrats! You got a gothic black gintjhoe smooch from me, x

#2 Fixie eaters

#3 How my Maker hair-d'oh supposed to be, pink+purple, errr puffy cheeks.

Morning. I'm now on BTA's intensive SNMPTN preparation program. Thank God, i still can get my pocket money. Period, no wonder i rode my bike like an amateur bike racer last Sunday. Ended by getting a hail on my right knee from Senayan's ashpalt, ohello. My last scar is slowly fading away to my skin color then here you come again, get prettier soon scary leg.

2011-05-02T09:22:00.000-07:00

Dramas happened here, from rumors to realities.

Unforgettable moments, roller coaster journey, dandy jokes, have been eternally etched in our memories.

A class, a team, a family.

Besides the upstairs, in front of the toilet, don’t you know what it is.

Every human has their own fingerprint, so do we, our differences have glued togetherness between us.

Laughters, emotions, boredom, understanding, proved the value of rhytm and momentum in touch.

Avadra kedavra will never be able to extinguish our spirit.

Seconds passed, time flies, and now we’re about to leave.

It’s not the end, it’s the beginning. Future waits.

Peace and freedom of teenage dreams might start here, like the tab button for a paragraphos.

A song titled “Persahabatan” is eligible enough to be this phrase of life’s theme song.

Before we start our the real journey, let me say, thank you, XII IPA B 2011.

Comhartha Ceist

2011-05-01T08:51:00.004-07:00

"Faith means not wanting to know what is true." - Friedrich Nietzsche.

Uh ah? Are people who believe in God but they don't worship agnostics? Are moslem who believe in Allah but don't pray 5x a day agnostics? Are christians who believe in JC but don't go to church every Sunday agnostics? They say people become more spiritiual after becoming atheists, are you f sure? So, to whom do they pray? To whom do they tell their problems? Blogspot? Wha.

God is infinitely fair, that's all i know. I feel like singing Sonic Youth's That's All I Know to the God.. hello Rie, are you ok?

"I had so many insecurities that stemmed from putting my faith into things that ended up breaking my heart." - Caleb Followill.

"I know that which you do not know" - QS 2:30.

"For you is your religion, and for me is my religion." - QS 109:6.

trɛnd

2011-05-01T07:12:00.000-07:00

Pronunciation: /trɛnd/

Noun: A general direction in which something is developing or changing. A fashion.

I hate when people wear the same things. I hate going to mall - visiting stores but all i see are the same gists over and over. I feel a bit annoyed when people look at me from head to toe just because i wear toneless stuffs. I hate when i can't find pleasant thing i love, just because its time is already over. As we can see, new keutie local brands are emerging, but they're like having no "fingerprint and earmark" smoothly copying the successful pioneers. I've had my own style. Capitalize it, STYLE. I have my own prediction as a dandy fashion forecaster. Kay, nobody cares. Every human has their own fingerprint and DNA patterns.

2011-04-25T05:33:00.000-07:00

SNMPTN: D-36. O my God. I'm still having a science-lag. This brain must be rotated from science into social mode. CRASH. Hey, everyone. Please pray for my graduation, as you know this year National Examination is.. (deep sigh).

"Ristie Tartini has graduated from 8 High School (School Year: 2011) and successfully gets into Department of Accounting, Faculty of Economics, University of Indonesia (School Year: 2015)" - Aamin ya Rabbal Alamin.

Dear Mendiknas, why do we have to keep maintaining things that clearly untenable? It's just not fair, you know. Why do you keep imposing this fooling system? 4 days for 3 years? Are you vindictive? :|

"There's a story behind every person. There's a reason why they're the way they are. They aren't just like that because they want to. Something in the past created them, and sometimes it's impossible to fix them." O, ok, this is my umpteenth time handling this feeling.

2011-04-21T08:41:00.000-07:00

Tartini adalah Kartini masa depan, Aamin.

L8

2011-04-20T03:42:00.000-07:00

I'm falling for blabla i never thought i'd fall for. Uyekh. Hi school tastes like watching a.. mmm what is it.. 'heavyweight' movie? You get the point near the end of it, after reviewing the whole story, after knowing its main plot. Holy yes, near the end. When you start saying "OOOOOOOH YA YA YA OOOH SO HE'S THE BLABLABLA AND.. OH I SEE I SEE.." Yeah, i see you shine in your way go on go on goooooooo on. Oshyd i miss Ezra badly <3 ha.

You came late to my life, as well, as usual. Coming late is a chronic habit of yours. Who doesn't know that? But, you've colored my last days in hi school, gracias. Man, you do look like my dad when he was young, in muchmorebetter version of course. You're too wow.

When will we meet again? It's going to be over soon. You will never know how i like seeing you emo. Sometimes we stare so long at a door that is closing that we see too late the one that is open, Alexander Graham Bell's words.

"Dicari Pria Jawa: cool, cakep, manis, mapan, soleh, baik hati, setia, tinggi, kulit bersih, alis berkecukupan, down to earth, berpemikiran logis, bisa melucu, dan berselera bagus."

BArch x MArch

2011-04-09T21:40:00.000-07:00

I don't know. I opened my senior's blog last night and now i miss sketching and taking pictures badly. In elementary until junior hi school, my notebooks' last pages were fully filled by pencil scratches, ichnographs and clothing designs (errr..), i still aspired to be an architect at the time. My works were all plain boring and incomprehensible, but i could find my own equanimity while sketching. Yeah, i could refrain to spend a penny while sketching.

Since hi school, there's no time to do that. Kay, i lied. I still have time, but my ideas are gone into the wind. My ideas and i like to play bo-peep. I only get ideas when i'm depressed, during examination, in the middle of night, in my bathroom, when i have other resposibility: fucking exam materials. Mostly, i try to keep them until the exam's over, but i have a little STMLS, whoa bye.

Since i was little, whenever people asked me, "what do you want to be?" I always answered with a word that starts with A and ends with T, when my friends mostly said "doctor!" But, by knowing my scores sucked in the end of 10th grade, i realized this harsh reality that my hopeless natural science skills effectively preclude me from going to arhitecture schools. Good bye Ristie Tartini, BArch, MArch. Just FYI, becoming a doctor has never been into the list of my dreams. Although, i've thought about going to med school in case to kill my phobia. This might be caused by knowing my friends' reasons, i meant those who want to go to med school this July. No offense. Some people choose it because they don't know what else to choose. I don't want to be naive, you want your hardwork to be paid, right? Money doesn't always be the thing that does pay, it may be satisfacation, happiness, or reward. It's hard to find a d♥ct♥r nowadays, not a cardiologist, but a doctor who helps with ♥, ZOMG.

Talking about some recent issues, the most important thing i want to say: We're in Salmon Cry-sis 2011, HAAA! Sad. Sad. Sad. Tuna will never replace you, Mon. Whenever i eat tuna, cheap Minangnese restaurant's Ikan-Tongkol-Balado-that-revived-my-allergy-years-ago always crosses my mind. I wonder why those Japanese restaurants don't import salmons from Norway? Does intercontinental delivery service cost fmuch? Dear, Salmon. I do miss you so bad. Sincerely, Rie.

Pesta Senam 2011 (10 - 11 March 2011)

2011-04-07T04:42:00.000-07:00

It used to be one of the final practical exams, but my generation (mmmwhat is it? I haven't found the word yet..) brought it back as a "must watch" event in Bukit Duri. So here are the links of its documentaries: Part I and Part II. My class' performance was so much more WOW thank it looks like in this video, serrrrrrrrrrrrrriously. Ask our audiences if you dare! :O

OMG.. National Examination is less than 2 weeks.. Please pray for my luck, goejts!

We Are The Champions.

Beach House - Zebra

2011-04-04T04:46:00.000-07:00

You know you're gold, you don't got to worry none

Oasis child, born and so wild

Don't I know you better than the rest

All deception, all deception from you

Your love is stag in the white sand

Wilderness for miles, eyes so mild and wise

Don't I know you better than the rest

All deception, all deception from you

Any way you run, you run before us

Black and white horse arching among us

Your love is stag in the white sand

Oasis child born into a man

Don't I know you better than the rest

All deception, all deception from you

Wilderness for miles, eyes so mild and wise

Oasis child, born and so wild

Don't I know you better than the rest

All deception, all deception from you

Any way you run, you run before us

Black and white horse arching among us..

28-03-2011: from Ancol, with Love.

2011-03-28T08:46:00.000-07:00

Had so much fun with XII IPA Bond at Dufan! I passed my first Hysteria and that was.... way much crunchier than Tornado.

Beat Fest 2011!

2011-03-27T04:32:00.000-07:00

Last night's Beat Fest 2011 was AWESOME! TWBA x MGMT = I run out of words. KYAAA!

Actually i had to come to BTA for the last IPC class (before the UN) first (just imagine that i'm telling you about this with no expression). A bit quiet, except the blowing-soap-bubble moment haha, then i ran in a rush to Bengkel. The queue had been so long as i arrived there. The blaheblahe wasn't always "that" sticking to the procedures yah. Kehkeh.

First performance was from Sajama Cut, well, i don't really listen to their songs, i only know about two or three songs heehee. But, seriously, their perfomance was great. They played Panther East, Kyoto, Fallen Japanese, Twice, Paintings (cut), Hunted Lights (cut), Whores (cut), Fin, Less, Alibi. Ok, i knew this from their tweet HAHA SORRAY.

Hmm, why every concert must be so ngaret >:/

TWBA! Erlend did absurd dance and that was funnily burning! Erlend asked us to do "Earth Minute" as we were supposed to do Earth Hour last night.. Ng.. I thought Bengkel forgot to turn off its light. TWBA played two new songs "UPSIDE DOWN UPSIDE DOWNNN" YEAH. I wish i could take Erlend and Daniel home, freeze them, and only command them to play when i'm bored. Aw, cute. They played four of my favs (1517, Courage, Intentions, and Burning), too bad their didn't play Don't Give Up, i know this song is rarely included in setlists but i waff it.. huhu.

TBH, i hate waiting even for a sound check, dooh.

Hhhffffi-nal-ly MGMT started their performance with It's Working and Weekend Wars! Andrew wore leopard short pants and leggings (What was it? Tights? Socks?) Aheha waff waff! I don't care with whatever he wears, cause it won't change his handsomeness <3 B-) (chronic fangirl syndrome). The sound system ain't good in the beginning, Andrew's voice wasn't clear enough and sounded a bit tjhewmbhrank.. The lighting wasn't as good as TWBA's, i couldn't take picts very well :| Haha. I always think taking loadssss of picts in a concert is a sign that you're a photographer/journalist or you're not enjoying it, no offense (‾⌣‾)♉. Wootever, all of disruptions were paid in the middle until the end of their performance.

Then I Found a Whistle as thin as a sheet to split the dumbness of a vision between asleep and a sleep, but suddenly Andrew shocked me like an electric eel and turned me on with his Electric Feel. I could stand by my pillar of hope it's just a case of Flash Delirium and there were a Future Reflections on the face and the hands. With a long sigh let the hissing in stones deformed by gentle kissing and all the closed eyes started to glisten but it felt like Someone's Missing. We were fated to Pretend and The Youth was starting to change and making momma so proud. So, i spread my arms and soaked up Congratulations. We got The Handshake under our tongue and you're gonna forget yourself in my happiness. We're always one step behind him, he's Brian Eno.

MGMT played about 16/17 songs (IINM?), they brought us peace, tho Andrew wasn't as communicative as i expected. Last night was smoky tiring (my energy already half-wasted when Sebastian threw his stick, i guess) and FFFFAWESOME!!! ~I could dance like a real child when they played Kids~ So! Ha! Ppy! I was transformed into a pschycadelic chameleon.

PS: Sorry for the bad quality picts, i used my iPod, hehe.

16!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-03-24T09:24:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah, i'm still alive. I'm wishing the best or myself, my life, just like what those birthday girls do.

I checked my cell phone straight after i woke up. FYI, i'm always happy to see birthday greetings from everyone :D :D :D yup, including you. Birthday can be a chance to see who do care and who don't. Ahahahajk.

I got two surprises, they're from Cika-Fira-Ainun and Shinta-Vira. Whoaaaaa, thank you, kids! Waff 'ow!

And also got thisssss from Shofi-IPC:

I haven't gotten gifts from mom and dad. But, their love is more than enough! <3 ^_^ <3 Hmmm but suddenly i remember my cellphone's condition errr i'm in need of a new cellphone doom doom. FEUI2011, wait for me!

2011-03-20T07:09:00.000-07:00

Fun Fact: When you're stressed, you eat cake, ice cream, and chocolate! Why? Because STRESSED spelled backward is DESSERTS!

O. Sorry, baby. That's pretzel.

The Wild in You

2011-03-12T06:17:00.000-08:00

"The worst feeling isn't being lonely, it's being forgotten by someone you would never forget."

Are you being dragged by today's waves? Have you forgotten your origin? You were different. You were having a stance.

7 things i hate about you: Your yo, your bent bones, your music taste, your cockiness, your awkwardness, your 777, and you make me blabla.

Quite prediculous.

2011-03-10T07:21:00.000-08:00

I LOVE YOU, XII IPA B 2011! :D

Lucidiaceae

2011-03-03T02:24:00.000-08:00

Lucid dreaming is being aware of the fact that you are dreaming. This awareness can range from very faint recognition of the fact (which is often too brief and nebulous to be considered truly lucid) to something as momentous as a broadening of awareness beyond what has ever been experienced even in waking life. What a dreamer does with lucidity reflects personal tendencies and levels of skill attained usually through experience and practice. Although a lucid dreamer can influence the dream's structure, characters, course, etc., it is not a given that a lucid dream is about what the dreamer wants it to be about. Seasoned lucid dreamers who are more often lucid than not will continue to encounter psychological and developmental challenges in the dreamscape. The agreeable and the distressing, the easy and difficult, beautiful and horrifying, are all occasioned much as they are in regular dreaming. But whereas a regular dream is filled with the convoluted subtleties of the subconscious mind enumerating its issues before a largely unconscious dreamer, a lucid dreamer has the opportunity to consciously explore at any level.

Lucid dreams usually occur while a person is in the middle of a regular dream and suddenly realizes that he or she is dreaming. The person is then said to be "lucid", and may enter one of many levels of lucidity. At the lowest level, the dreamer may be dimly aware that he or she is dreaming, but not think rationally enough to realize that events/people/actions in the dream are not real/pose no threat. At the highest level, the dreamer is fully aware that she or he is asleep, and can have complete control over his or her actions in the dream. However, with low mental control your decisions could be biased not by your opinion, but by your brain. You can control your dreams using the lucid dreaming methods that follow.

I think.. i don't have to read the steps. I'm a natural lucid dreamer.. mmmweird. I've had it more than twice. They're all exhausting. Let's just say, i desperately need to get a life. Nyeuh. I always go to the toilet after waking up, sit in my closet trying to remember what i dream in my last sleep, everyday. That's a bad habit. Why? Because that's the easiest way to be a lucid dreamer.

Image source

Yeuh.

2011-02-25T06:58:00.001-08:00

Entahlah, saya tidak tahu harus bilang apa? Karena memang saya.. tidak measakan apa-apa? Sudah terlalu sering kali ya, lagian saya juga sudah tahu. Saya sudah tahu kalau memang akan seperti ini, singkat saja, saya sadar diri.

Orang bilang saya sering berkhayal, tapi tidak sadarkah mereka kalau mereka sebenarnya lebih tidak logis dari saya? Maaf, saya tidak rela kalau dibilang bodoh, saya hanya tidak sepintar mereka, saya malas, saya sering bergantung pada kemauan saya. Toh, kepintaran itu relatif dan bukan sesuatu yang bernilai pasti namun ia bisa menghasilkan hal-hal pasti. Hai, cobalah realistis. Memang tidak ada yang tidak mungkin di dunia ini, tapi ya.. situ mengerti lah ya. Untuk apa melakukan sesuatu yang sama sekali tidak akan mengubah keadaan? Untuk membakar kalori dan menambah asam laktat? Ya ampun, pentingnya.

Sesuatu yang situ perlu ketahui, saya sangat benci makhluk hidup cengeng bak pemain opera sabun colek sekali bilas. Bisa tidak sih setiap bertemu masalah jangan menangis? Ya, wajar kok. Tuhan menciptakan kita, manusia, dengan akal pikiran seta perasaan. Kambing saja berlinang air mata ketika melihat bestienya diqurban.

Kenapa susah ya bilang "ya" karena memang i-y-a dan bilang "tidak" karena memang t-i-d-a-k. Semua hal, benda, orang, atau apapun memiliki banyak sisi, namun mereka cuma punya satu inti, kalau tidak A ya B, kalau tidak hitam ya putih, dst. Saya suka warna abu-abu dan hitam. Abu-abu karena saya ini orangnya gampang bingung, mungkin? Kalau hitam bukan suram, gelap, atau gothic-gothic gitu lho ya, warna mana sih yang stabil? Biru? Biru itu punya banyak versi, biru tua, donker, laut, langit, telur asin, terus.. apalagi? Eh, telur asin mah hijau ya.. Putih? Putih saja bila terlewat putih bisa jadi kebiruan, ada juga yang namanya broken white, ckck.

Maksudnya begini, anda itu harus menyesuaikan diri anda di banyak hal, tapi harus tetep punya pegangan di satu titik, ini yang membedakan mereka dari satu sama lain. Lihat saja deh contoh terdekatnya, konstitusi negara kita yang terlalu idealis, sok adil tapi malah jadi labil karena (kasarnya) sok-sokan perpaduan antara liberal dan sosialis. Oh iya, setiap orang juga hanya menganut satu agama kan? Hmm, tak erti ya? Ya, sudah.

Saya bukan seorang teman apalagi motivator dengan rangkain huruf, spasi, serta intonasi yang manis. Sarkasme tanpa embel-embel katalisator rasanya bisa bekerja lebih cepat, ya tidak sih? Kalau tidak, situ mending beli cotton bud dulu gih daripada berlelah diri membaca ini. Orang kira saya ini tidak peka apalagi peduli, salah besar, bang. Lain kali jangan sok tahu ya.

Biasalah, namanya juga makhluk ciptaan Tuhan dengan kromosom XX, sukanya berkomentar, ketika sedang mengomentari sesuatu, rekan saya malah mengomentari saya "Anda kok detail sekali sih memerhatikannya?" Duh, tak hanya satu loh yang begini. Setidaknya, karena kakek saya orang Jawa totok, saya diajari dimana saya harus A, dimana saya harus B, dst. Ibu saya mengajarkan kalau seorang pemimpin itu tidak boleh terlalu menunjukkan perasaannya. Kalau senang ya jangan senang-senang amat, kalau sedih ya jangan berlarut-larut amat lah. Nah, saya ini kan pemimpin bagi diri saya sendiri, jadi ya mau tidak mau harus begitu.

Orang yang terlihat paling kuat sebenarnya orang yang paling butuh pertolongan ya tidak sih? Tidak ya? Bagaimana menurut anda? Abdi mah maklum, mereka itu sedang dilanda sindrom baru pertama kali jatuh. Berpikir jernih saat kondisi-kondisi "ekstrim" itu memang susah.

Delapan huruf, satu kata, sudah jarang terdengar akhir-akhir ini, padahal dia bisa begitu bermakna, semangat. Ya, semangat.

A friend of mine once said..

2011-02-19T07:46:00.001-08:00

"You're just way too curious about him because you haven't felt the feeling of being together ~~with him~~, you need to feel it once, to know his black side, to stop worshipping him. You know what, sometimes, it's better to face an ex than to face an unspoken yet unrequited love."

Quoi Le F.

2011-02-15T02:26:00.000-08:00

Polaroid itu instan kamera, tapi gak semua instan kamera itu polaroid.

2011-02-13T03:22:00.001-08:00

A must visit website by Mesis XXIII!

Youtube

2011-02-13T02:35:00.000-08:00

SMA 8 Jakarta berduka. Mungkin kemarin anda melihat salah satu worldwide trending topic dan bertanya-tanya siapa dia. Saya juga tidak mengenal dia. Tapi saya bisa melihat duka yang ditinggalkannya pada orang-orang disekitarnya. Dari situ, saya yakin dia orang yang baik dan pintar. Lihatlah berapa banyak orang yang mendoakanmu, dik. Tuhan pasti punya rencana yang lebih baik untuk kita semua. Selamat jalan. RIP Arsya Pratama.

Sekedar untuk meluruskan berita yang beredar, bisa dibaca disini, terima kasih.

2011-02-07T20:41:00.000-08:00

“Fucking” is one of those fucking words you can fucking put anyfuckingwhere in a sentence and it still makes fucking.... sense.

Fire Fire Everywhere

2011-02-07T06:45:00.000-08:00

Seems like Indonesian tweeters and those provocative TV channels are putting the lights on Ahmadiyah. You may say i'm not a good moslem who always prays on time and wears polite stuffs, but yeah i have my own right to say my opinion. There's no smoke without fire.

I don't justify the killing in the name of religion. The F has also spilled over into violence. Intentional killing isn't allowed by all religions. They may misunderstood 5:32 - 5:33.. Were those who wore blue scarves F?

What's wrong here? Those people keep professing that they're moslems, in other words, they say that Islam is their religion. A sect of Islam?! What you do believe in is different. Don't they read Quran? Sorry to say, Islam bukan agama buatan manusia.

Create your own religion, don't be drama-queens in the name of "minority rights" or blame the security forces.

How many countries are laughing at us right now..

But, wait. What will come after allowing a new religion? I must admit that Soeharto was a good strategist.

It was K. Then.. must it be A? And then what?! J? Their spies are already everywhere..

May God give us His guidance.

PS: Not all of the secrets of our government must be leaked. (Although i love knowing it.. :P)

Caste

2011-02-05T06:24:00.000-08:00

Sociology: An endogamous and hereditary social group limited to persons of the same rank, occupation, economic position, etc., and having mores distinguishing it from other such groups. Any rigid system of social distinctions.
Hinduism: Any of the social divisions into which Hindu society is traditionally divided, each caste having its own privileges and limitations, transferred by inheritance from one generation to the next; jati. Compare class.

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Truthfully, who created caste? The natural law itself created it, i guess. Nobody can commit caste-genocide or whatever, it's such a bullshit, isn't it? Just be real, they, those mmm what is it, cool? Cool people? Doh, whatever we name them, didn't consciously make it. Though, some of them may, but they get a different name. They're not cool for the G's sake. E?

You hang out with some people and you two gossip about the same thing. Then it's followed by intense meetings. People affect people. Tweedledum and Tweedledee. You're not Mila Jovovich, it's hard to hang out with zombies without being one of them, haha.

For example, my friends and i love to eat junk foods, we mostly talk about junk foods, all the time, we go to restaurants where the menus consist of junk foods, junk foods, and junk foods. But, suddenly i hang out with vegetarians, who live in a healthy life, talked about green foods that i don't even know, and yeah, that won't work.

The cools judge the ordinaries, see them with an eye. But, hey, don't the ordinaries do that too? Which group does it more often? It's a non-ethical thing. But, ladies (uyeah ladies gahgahs), too-much isn't good.

People are the same. People are all two-faced. It depends on what time, how often, and their motive? Believe me. Even the most innocent one.

2011-01-31T04:00:00.000-08:00

I know myself better than anyone else does, i know my capacity, i know what i've done whether it's good or not, and i know that SNMPTN Undangan isn't the only way to catch my dream. Because i know that there's no time for regretting, just keep struggling.

Good luck, 2011.

2011-01-25T03:59:00.000-08:00

"Don't ever you dare to use credit card or be proud of using it. The more luxurious card you use, the more money you owe. To hell with platinums, to hell with golds. Use the debit ones." - My mom.

You are what you eat. So, What am i?

2011-01-21T06:42:00.000-08:00

I eat a lot to keep my self healthy, to avoid it from diseases..
I have problems with my gastric. Which means i can't be skinny.
I was allergic to milk, hmm i can't drink any milk except the one i've consumed for years.
I'm still having lactose intolerance.
I can't eat too much protein, my old scar will be so itchy.
I often get acid-reflux that caused by my bad sleeping habit. Sorry for burping too much.
Licking ice cream's allowed to me since i was 6, screw tonsil.
I have to drink warm-mineral-water after eating or drinking cold-things, screw tonsil.
I can't eat snacks with hi-msg and hi-chemical foods, screw tonsil.
I can't drink beverage that contains preservative, such as carbonated drinks, instant juice/tea, screw tonsil.
I like vegetables and 'd like to be a vegan (seriously), but my mom is career woman, she doesn't cook everyday, so, yeah..

Hello, Speculoos.

2011-01-19T06:55:00.000-08:00

Get ready for polargasm. Haven't bought its film yet, hu.. It costs more expensive than the camera itself.

"Spectra film initially came with 10 shots per pack, but this was increased to 12 in most markets. Spectra film is also known as 1200 or Image film in some markets, and there are high definition and grid-marked versions available, as with 600 film."

It's hard to find 1200 nowadays. And if you can find it, the price will be quite torturing your pocket. Hm. But, Spectra looks awesome for me. 600-series are many out there, e? Hehe i love its difference.

Sigh. Have to save my money$!!! #NowPlaying I wanna be a billionaire so freaking badddddddood.

2011-01-19T06:47:00.000-08:00

For those who going to give me birthday gift(s), give me these, and i will give you my prettiest signature.

Hello, Atlanteea.

2011-01-15T08:21:00.000-08:00

Thank you, mom. Thank you, dad. And also, thank you AFF. Huahe.

I'm Here by Spike Jonze

2011-01-09T04:52:00.000-08:00

http://www.imheremovie.com/

Go to YouTube (Search: I'm Here Movie by Spike Jonze)

2010-12-30T05:48:00.000-08:00

Feel like having no bones these days. I need holiday extension so much. To hell with homeworks. They've slaughtered my mind into pieces. Boredom's still kidnapping my mood, someone please call 911, there's an abduction in a so-called-16-year-old-girl's soul. Einstein please take my curiosity to your world. My right brain is aching. My blood isn't made of rose extract or pizza sauce. Pain's haunting my movements, he wants to sleep with me. Go ahead, kiss asphalt, fuck those psychedelic chameleons. I'm a straightedge.

2010-12-30T04:54:00.000-08:00

Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity.

Believing that every Arab is a terrorist is like believing that every American is a prostitute.

MKJLMG

2010-12-28T03:20:00.000-08:00

A reaction of actions.

2010-12-24T20:41:00.001-08:00

It's not about tolerance, it's about acceptance. I accept their existences, only their existences. Then, fullstop.

"Ya, ya udah."

I don't follow theirs and i won't be one of them (Naudzubillahimindzalik). It's like, you hang out with zombies without being one of them.

(PS: I'm not one of those kids who wear dorky hats. Haha, cheers!)

I'm not defending those anarchists. And i'm not one of their followers. Dudes, you should've known about "What's REALLY going on?" Both of 'what happened' and 'what happens' are the realizations of a reaction, a reaction of actions. They. Never. Start. First.

How kind we are. Are we kind? Or, are we that stupid? You choose.

2010-12-22T21:57:00.000-08:00

If you want to do an unpredonktable act, you don't need any extremely-good plans, just keep doing unplanned plans as you act. People can't read your mind while you're doing out-of-habitude things.

2010-12-11T07:06:00.000-08:00

E, hasil psikotes udah keluar nih. Rada ngaco dikit hasilnya.

Kemampuan numerik, kemampuan dasar administrasi: Tinggi.
Kemampuan dasar keteknikan, kreativitas, kemampuan umum, penalaran verbal, pengetahuan umum, penalaran non verbal, orientasi ruang & bidang: Baik.
Konsentrasi, kemampuan dasar administrasi, hasrat berprestasi, penyesuaian diri: Cukup.
Stabilitas emosi: Kurang.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.........................

IQ jeblok nih dibanding kelas X, e gak tau deng abis skala yang dipake beda. Ya mayan deh, tandanya makan mie instant tidak mengurangi IQ (uyea?) Disaraninnya sih jadi akuntan yang cukup gizi dan membuat masyarakat di sekitarnya sehat, doain saja tercapai, Aamin.

2010-12-09T02:12:00.000-08:00

Neil: I hate it when they look like Tarzan but sound like Jane.

Mysterious Skin (2004)

Pakar Komunikasi UGM: Infotainment Bukan Pers

2010-12-08T03:08:00.000-08:00

Pengajar di Jurusan Komunikasi, Fakultas Ilmu Sosial dan Ilmu Politik Universitas Gadjah Mada, Ana Nadya Abrar, menegaskan tayangan infotainment tidak dapat dikategorikan sebagai berita. Infotainment, menurut Abrar, tidak memenuhi tiga syarat laporan jurnalistik.

"Yang pertama adalah relevan, yang kedua penting, dan yang ketiga adalah menyentuh. Relevan ini artinya bagian dari kehidupan. Penting artinya mempengaruhi orang banyak dan yang menyentuh dapat diartikan sifat manusiawi. Lah infotainment itu hanya memenuhi unsur ke tiga,” kata Abrar di Yogyakarta, Jumat 23 Juli 2010.

“Berita-berita yang ada di Infotainment tidak relevan untuk orang banyak, tidak penting untuk orang banyak. Namun hanya menyentuh perasaan orang banyak,” ujar Abrar menambahkan.

Kemudian, infotainment adalah tayangan yang dibuat oleh sebuah rumah produksi (PH) yang hanya mencari keuntungan semata. PH itu lembaga sosial yang berbeda dengan sebuah perusahaan yang bergerak.

Pengangkatan gosip menjadi "berita" oleh Infotainment dinilainya telah menghina profesi jurnalistik. “Seorang wartawan cetak atau radio jungkir balik, mati-matian mencari berita, konfirmasi kepada semua pihak. Tahu-tahu ada infotainment yang menayangkan berita yang bersumber dari kabarnya. Itu kan nggak enak,” ujar Abrar.

Meski tidak bisa dikategorikan tayangan infotainment adalah sebuah berita, menurut Abrar, infotainment dibolehkan saja. Kondisi kehidupan yang makin keras membuat masyarakat butuh sebuah hiburan dan pelarian dari kenyataan.

"Infotainment memang diperlukan, namun masyarakat harus didik bahwa apa yang ditayangkan oleh infotainment itu benar-benar terjadi. Anggap saja sebagai hiburan semata,” ujarnya.

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2010-12-07T04:49:00.000-08:00

Fangirling is protected by law, UUD 1945 pasal 28F:

Setiap orang berhak untuk berkomunikasi dan memperoleh informasi untuk mengembangkan pribadi dan lingkungan sosialnya, serta berhak untuk mencari, memperoleh, memiliki, menyimpan, mengolah dan menyampaikan infomasi dengan menggunakan segala jenis saluran yang tersedia.

2010-12-02T01:26:00.000-08:00

The victims and those who are leaking, aren't they the same? Between religion and political interests. Like a thief screams "O MY WALLET!" e? Lying to cover the bigger lies.

Next-thing Gueßer

2010-11-27T07:18:00.000-08:00

A year ago i read someone's blog (already forgot whose), there was an argument that tickled my brain "A school for smart people or a school that makes people smart?" Or school that creates smart people? Nom nom kehriews.

I'm not one of those smarties nor one of those smart-asses. Doh i surely am grateful with everything i've gotten. But please underline this by using your eye-catching stabilo, i'm not a robot. I've learned many things from that place. You can't judge anything only by seeing them once, tho sometimes i do judge a book by its cover, ng.

Everybody deserves to get a friend singing Loose Lips for them.. Have you ever hmhmhm become nobody when the fact is you're 'that' person. Don't you want to know who is behind every scenes? O, you don't care. I call it karma.. An effect from buying pirated DVDs.. he he he. I'm sorry. How could you stop piracy and its friends, if you keep buying them? Nah, it's a hard question. I won't do this if only the law apparatus could do something mean. Downloading songs, movies, books, etc. nyum nyum.. HUWOH IS THIS AN INS(ANE)TANT ERA? There's no such an instant thing exists, even an instant noodle. You have to boil it first. Can you imagine how do those artists/designers feel after knowing their products are being copied without any permission? ...I don't wanna get the same thing when i'm being a f-designer in the future (whatdoesfmean), ahuhahuha jkjkjusupkalak, not talented enough, bro.

Currently feeling like a tjhaenaejunk.. HA!

Ay ay ay i just made a new header! Diamond has a big secret, pst pssst B-)

I'm having final-term test on Mon and the next whole week. Hrkhrrrrkh where iz mah drvg? S.O.S. Dear, KitKatPerry, i need a break.

2010-11-19T07:55:00.000-08:00

This song is for the guy who keeps yelling from the balcony, and it's called "We Hate You, Please Die."

2010-11-16T23:28:00.001-08:00

Today, my house transformed into a butchery. Don't know why my dad didn't just send 'them' into the mosque, so i didn't have to see that red liquid. My mom asked "Have you said hello to your friend??" she meant, goat.

Even cows and goats cry seeing their friends being slaughtered.. Can't imagine how could those people kill each other? This is a fact that us human beings are sometimes more animal than them. Hope with doing Qurban, we can also slaughter our sins and the animal-side of ourselves, Aamin. Happy Eid Al-Adha Mubarak, 1431H!

2010-11-07T05:46:00.001-08:00

Orang India menggunakan topeng di belakang kepalanya untuk menghindari gigitan harimau yang terbiasa menerkam leher dari belakang.

Kadang, kita harus melakukan hal yang sama untuk melindungi diri, memakai topeng yang sangat membelakangi wajah asli kita untuk mengalahkan rasa takut.

2010-11-07T01:18:00.001-07:00

"Ayo beli nih balon abang mah asli, bukan balon-balonan!" said a soap bubble seller. Then i started thinking, is there any fake balloon? A same question like "Is there any fake dream?" Everything is possible if you want to be better :)

Why creative boys are mostly gay?

2010-11-01T20:22:00.000-07:00

For example.. that one. You're pretty enough to get a girl, or girls? Moreover you have something more to tempt, why'd you have to be gay hah?!?!

I met Vampire on my Weekend.

2010-10-27T16:41:00.001-07:00

I watched VW's concert last Sun in Bengkel, i'd been waiting for this for monthsss, yeah. It was very ngaret and i hate waiting in a smoky room, i love my lungs. Thank God, my dad didn't realize how bad my smell was.

The opening act was Monkey to Millionaire, they played about 8 songs if i'm not wrong, and honestly i only know one of them, Merah. Meehee. An anthem for emos-who-failed-in-love. HAHA.

VW's performed at 9ish and ended at 10:30, straight after my dad arrived for picking me up, ayayaya he started calling me madly then because he was sleepy -_- ha! Forget that.

The first song was Holiday! But if i wait for a holiday could it stop my fear? To go away on summer's day, never seemed so clear, ohoho :D White Sky and Cape Cod Kwassa Kwassa went after that. And then, i forgot.... Hee. But i remember that they played Bryn, California English, M79, Cousins, Run, A-Punk, Kids Don't Stand A Chance, Diplomat's Son, Giving Up The Gun, Horchata, and hellaleyeah, Walcott! There was a break before Horchata, oyeah talking about this drink, i was late for buying it, Trilogy didn't stock that much, but i feel lucky after knowing it tastes like milk mixed with toilet paper somehow ahahahaha i think Trilody has already known about the taste. Very sad, they didn't play I Think You're A Contra, a media partner tweeted that this song is too slow, so it could ruin the flow hmm okay.

Ezra looked so cute as always ohoho, his facial expression while singing songs was funny, me likey lwhoof lwhoof (ABGSOKCUTESYNDROME). Baio looked sinless like a kid ehehehe he was smiling all the time, duh he's very cool.. Why bassists are cool, like.. ehehehehehehe (wth). Rostam was trying to get the attention i guess haha but Baio and Ezra still won, the way he plays the keyboard is very cute (hee), i like the new haircut of this multi-instrumentalist's btw 8-) And Tomson, he uses the same camera brand like mine (SOFWHAT?) he he.... I love all of them. Hope they'll come to Jakarta again soon, e, soon after i get into UI! Ohoho, Aamin :D

Bringing DSLR Camera wasn't allowed, i used my cellphone's which was low-batt errrrr, i know i know i need to gain my height. Hm.

Whose hand is that?! Ah. Poor me i could't take a photo with Ezra uhuhuhu, but the poster was ok, nyeh. Fyi, nobody took photo with Rostam's side ekekekeke peace, if my phone wasn't lowbatt, if bringing DSLR cameras are allowed (my DigCam is broken, and i forgot to bring my Holgay alalala), i would take picture with the whole poster -_-

Walcott, don't you know that it's insane? Don't you want to get out of Cape Cod, out of Cape Cod toniiiiiiiight? Wahoo!

Selamat Hari Blogger Nasional! :D

2010-10-27T04:49:00.000-07:00

Maybe,

2010-10-23T06:00:00.000-07:00

Maybe,
I'm not as cute as her
I'm not as crazy as her
I'm not as outgoing as her
I'm not as funny as her
I'm not as smart as her
My smile isn't as stunning as hers
My joke isn't as good as hers
I'm way too unfriendly
I'm not as tall as her
I'm not what she is
.

Maybe,
I'm just full of jealousy.

I'd rather be what people are afraid of than be afraid of what people really are. Confused? E? Nay nay nay. I just wanna live my life happily and get away from phobophobia. I hate to admit that i'm afraid to be afraid of blabla in bla again. Everytime i blabla deeply in bla, it won't last forever, cause, i always find out a fact that causes a heart attack not long after blabla in bla with blablabla, so i'd better choose to stop before getting too far from my line...... He.

Bye, Owl.

2010-10-15T05:51:00.001-07:00

- Diary of a Wimpy Kid

Di dalam hujan, ada lagu yang hanya bisa didengar oleh mereka yang rindu..

2010-09-18T06:29:00.000-07:00

Rata-rata kecepatan jatuhnya air hujan hanyalah 8-10 km/jam.
Air jatuh ke bumi dengan kecepatan yang rendah karena titik hujan memiliki bentuk khusus yang meningkatkan efek gesekan atmosfer dan membantu hujan turun ke bumi dengan kecepatan yang lebih rendah. Andaikan bentuk titik hujan berbeda, atau andaikan atmosfer tidak memiliki sifat gesekan (bayangkan jika hujan terjadi seperti gelembung air yang besar yang turun dari langit), bumi akan mengamlami kehancuran setiap turun hujan
Ketinggian minimum awan hujan adalah 1.200 m
Efek yang ditimbulkan oleh satu tetes air hujan yang jatuh dari ketinggian tersebut sama dengan benda seberat 1 kg yang jatuh dari ketinggian 15 cm
Awan hujan pun dapat ditemui pada ketinggian 10.000 m
Dalam satu detik, kira-kira 16 juta ton air menguap dari bumi
Jumlah ini sama dengan jumlah air yang turun dalam satu tahun, diperkirakan jumlah ini akan mencapai 505x1012 tin. Air terus berputar dalam daur yang seimbang berdasarkan 'takaran'
Butiran air hujan berubah bentuk ratusan kali tiap detik
Kalau butiran air hujan itu dibekukan akan membentuk keping kristal yang indah, tidak seperti air biasa yang dibekukan si freezer atau kulkas
Setelah hujan turun, tanah, ilalang, rerumputan akan mengeluarkan bau wangi yang khas, senyawa ini dinamakan 'petrichor'
Dan fakta terakhir yang paling misterius dan mengejutkan ilmuwan. Hujan memiliki kemampuan untuk menghipnotis manusia untuk meresonansikan ingatan masa lalu. Dan tanpa bisa mendapatkan bukti ilmiah, para ilmuwan hanya bisa menyimpulkan "Di dalam hujan, ada lagu yang hanya bisa didengar oleh mereka yang rindu." Dan pada titik ini, para ilmuwan meyakini bahwa, manusia biasanya mendapatkan inspirasi.

Sumber

Bebas. Bablas.

2010-09-17T04:44:00.000-07:00

Lo tau gak sih Donny Alamsyah itu cool banget......... (SABGG - Sindrom ABG Gatal). Ya jadi ya kemaren gue baru nonton Darah Garuda gitu terus masa ya gue barusan nulis Garah Daruga, serem gak? Serem banget, gue suka takut gue kena dyslexia, he, tau gak? Ya pokoknya gitu lah lo gak bisa mengeja huruf tapi gak apa deh siapa tau ntar gue terkenal kayak Mika atau gak Thomas Alfa Edison atau gak Albert Einstein atau gak biar gak jauh2 ya Lee Kwan Yewe lah ya.. terus sukses punya duit banyak jadi kaya tapi gak sombong biar masuk surga, Aamin. Kok jadi panjang deh ini? Penting gak? Pentingin aja deh biar cepet. Ih sabar ya lo pasti gak ngerti gue ngomong apa ya ya yaudah deh perevil stupid very.

Etapiyatapi Zumi Zola lebih ganteng! Ya lo tau kan 'ganteng' yang selalu gue maksud gimana.. selera gue kan rada beda.. tenang.. gak mirip si Justin Bieber kok ini.. Eatapiyatapi lagi, gue kecewa dia tewas ketembak di MP I jadi gak ada dia di Darah Garuda (kali ini bener kok nulisnya Alhamdulillah) jadi dia gak nongol lagi deh di yang ke II sama ke III, UHUHUBANGETKAN! TERUS LO HARUS TAU dia pacaran sama Ayu Dewi dan udah mau nikah sedih gak sih gue padahal gue ngefans sama dia dr jaman SD, errrr what the. Mana gue belom nonton MP I lagi, jadi kesel nih tahun lalu gak ada yang mau nemenin gue, arschloch emang nih hu (dih marah2 ndiri).

Sebenernya kemaren gue emoviemarathon. Darah Garuda sama Switch. Masa nih gue ngerasa sering hal2 yang gue pikirin terus gak lama kemudian hal2 itu nongol di film. Nih yah, Shutter Island, Salt, Inception, terus ini lagi Switch hhh jadi berasa cenayang. Gue kemaren2 ngerasa gue seorang hypochondriac, duh, terus di Switch si anak itu ngerasa kalo dia seorang hypochondriac dan dijelasin sama dia kalo itu apa. Ya itu penyakit dimana lo merasa diri lo itu sakit atau mengidap suatu penyakit. Ya lebay deh. Terus gue juga ngerasa gue itu mengidap... anxiety neurosis, dan di film ini juga dijelaskan sama si anak. I'm afraid that i'm a hypochondriac. Hm. I'm trying to cover it.

Masa nih gue lagi kesel sama DPR, gaya banget gak? Bukannya sok2an nih tp DPR tuh maunya apa sih? Ya gue juga maunya apaan sih. Mending diem belajar yang bener deh biar gak remed keterima SIMAK masuk akutansi FE UI, Aamin Ya Allah. Tapi beneran lucu duh gmn dong. Kan gue cerita sama nyokap biaya DPR naik 7x lipat dari periode lalu dan katanya mereka mau ada stuban ke Belanda sama Norway, ke Belanda buat bidang pertanian terus ke Norway itu buat bidang perikanan. Tapi duh gimana ya, tau sih mereka maju di kedua bidang itu tapi.. jelas2 beda apa yang ditanem disana sm disini? Kita makan padi nah mereka makannya gandum, holtikultura beda, iklim beda, dari kembang aja udah beda sana tulip sini kantil (udah horor gak elit bukan pertanian pula). Di Norway aja ikannya beda, sana salmon sini lele gak bisa di sushi (gih coba lele maki), keadaan lautnya aja beda.. ng. Nyokap gue kerja di BPS kan terus bagian pertanian2 gitu, cerita, waktu itu di datengin ahli dari Amerika, udah expert deh wooosh, e tuh bule ahli malah nanya daun teh itu yang mana? Sedih gak sih ketauan ih pasti he always drinks instant tea ahsiandehlucepetmaitintar, terus nyokap gue nunjukin, kan lagi di puncak, itu tuh yang daunnya warnanya gitu kalo mau naik gih ke atas bukit sana.. okenyokapguepastinyobangelucu..

Oiya orang banyak gak percaya kan kalo jumlah penduduk miskin di Indonesia menurun? (Dan ini kata BPS) Itu ngitungnya bukan dari pendapatan, tapi dari pengeluaran. Sama aja sih. Gini ya, misalnya nih penghasilannya kecil pasti dia juga pengeluarannya gak banyak kan? Soalnya kadang orang2 suka tersinggung kalo ditanya tentang pendapatan, mereka juga takut kalo nanti dimintain pajak. Terus liat deh jalanan makin sempit karena makin banyak pengendara motor dimana2 liat aja lampu merah kayak sarang tawon gitu hoahm, terus mall2 makin banyak dan pengunjungnya gak nurun malah tambah banyak kan, yang kaya2 juga makin banyak beli barang mewah malah katanya orang Indonesia di Paris dikenal suka borong? Woh. Gak suka aja sama berita2 di televisi, apalagi tv... yang heboh2in "Di daerah ini masih kayak gini kok," ya itu salahin pemerintah daerahnya juga jangan cuma SBY. Diliat secara umunya dong. Yak.. kenapa gue bacot banget?! Pasti lo enek deh liat gue, elah math aja remed sok2 ngomong ginian tau apa sih, ya tapi boleh kan berpendapat.. ha!

Oiya mengenai kasus penusukan HKBP itu, baca ini deh. Liat pertanyaan yang ke-10! Gue pernah diceritain tentang kerusuhan di Poso dulu, langsung dari yang ngalamin, ya jadi.. hmmm. Terus itu kerusuhan2 di Poso dsb. kalo gak FPI turun tangan juga gak pada kicep tuh oknum2nya. Ya emang FPI suka lebay (emang lebay juga sih), kelewatan, atau gimana tapi mereka kayak gitu ada alesannya kan. Kalo polisi kerjanya cepet juga FPI gak bakal segitunya. Terus gue punya tetangga yang tinggal di daerah Bekasi itu dan dia cerita keadaan disana gimana. Gak suka aja nyari perhatian dengan alesan minoritas. Pak SBY, open your eyes, kok akhir2 ini saya merasa bapak ditekan yah? He. Maaf, bukannya gue rasis. Yaa, gue yakin lo juga pasti punya catetan masing2 kan ke suatu golongan atau apalah. Rasis itu emang gak baik, itu yang bikin bangsa ini susah bersatu (bisa dilihat dari cerita Darah Garuda). Tapi kenapa seseorang begitu kan pasti ada a-l-a-s-a-n. Boleh kan berpendapat? Kebebasan berpendapat tercantum di batang tubuh UUD1945 pasal 28. Hmm gue sedikit gak setuju dengan petisi kebebasan beragama, ya kalo terlalu bebas yang ada bablas. Setiap agama juga punya aturan sendiri2 kan, agama memberi kebebasan dalam hal tertentu, dan juga memberi batasan tertentu. Kalo di dunia gak ada batasan yaa kacau. Oiya, belajar dari sejarah bangsa Indonesia dulu juga penting! Ya liat aja deh, misal, kenapa dulu hal xxxx dilarang, terus sekarang liat deh lo apa dampaknya. Ya intinya.. Lakum dinukum waliyadin v☺v

Mudik Udik

2010-09-14T07:14:00.000-07:00

Wiro Sableng Flight, Famous Amos and Twitter Whale for bfast (sigh), Teen Vogue Oct uhm uhm Justin Bieber, Malioboro in the evening (from my room), Gudeg at Wijilan, and... how i love sky.

Hey! I was in Jogja for last 4 days. I didnt go anywherrrrrrrrre. I meant, i didnt go to any interesting places hu hu. I thought that i already got bored with this city he he no offense v°_°v

"Sometimes, people with the worst pasts can create the best futures."

2010-09-05T21:22:00.000-07:00

Yes, i'll shine, and you'll see then kneel down to me.

▶ Avril Lavigne - Get Over It.

2010-08-21T07:57:00.000-07:00

Jika ini sebuah lintasan balap dan aku ini mobil, maka mesinku adalah mesin mobil yang belum menyala.

I'm getting bored with all of these monotonous things, my routine. O no no no hell no, i'm not supposed to be like this. Maybe just another syndrome of my period. I am a 12th graderrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrkh.

Junior Hi School was cool and full of happiness, it really WAS. And Hi School somehow SUCKS, but i have to be honest to say that.. i've got so much more experiences and things to learn.

I trust nobody, hmm i don't mean to hurt anybody, just try to be honest. But hey i'm trustworthy! Haha i don't want to force you kay.

Everyone wears mask, what matters is "Do you wear it properly?" don't be so naive.. yes i did say everyone, so that's including me. I wear mask sometimes. I don't know about the others. Whether sometimes or all the time. But there must be a time they don't. Hee.

I'm a perfectionist. But i often complain things, nobody's perfect, and i'm toooooooo far from what perfect is, practices don't make perfect, and perfection is boring.

People won't care about your problems eventho they help you to handle them. They don't care how good you are at solving problems, they will see how good you are at covering them. But you can't stand for it too long, you don't how to stay cool, and you don't know how long you have to stay cool.

I'm sick of being bored. And it takes forever to be fine.

Happy Independence Day, Indonesia!

2010-08-17T06:53:00.000-07:00

Today's 65th Independence Day of Indonesia. Hope there's no more disasters, no more corruptions, and prosperous educated people. Aamin.

Ganyang Malaysia! Dirgahayu, Indonesia! ~~Merdesa!~~ Merdeka!

$hy

2010-08-15T05:32:00.000-07:00

"I'm frightened that in the end, ill just be another girl in your life and you'll be a guy I will never forget. (via: @TumblrSays)"

Kay. Just saw this on Twitter. But i realized that i've been too emo hm so i decided not to retweet it .....but wrote it here? -_- hmm. Let's just say "I'm too shy to admit 'that'" ahahahahahah. Then, wouldn't my followers think "Hello, for whom?" if i retweeted it? I'm still single and have no ex. Whoops http://www.abgcurcol.com/ Ahahell.

The Only Child

2010-08-12T00:32:00.000-07:00

Being the only child takes a very big responsibility. Just simply say, your parents don't have any alternative plans. But it unconsciously makes me become more mature and independent. Sure. I'm accustomed to handle everything myself and beat the loneliness. Ngahahahahahahahah :P

Hi, hey, hello

Give me one pleazzzzzzze.

Future

2010-08-11T22:52:00.000-07:00

Gold is the sun

as she wonders where he's gone.
Far away, will they meet again one day?

Future.

It's the a time to think.

Future.

It's a time to think.

Future.

It's a time to think about the past.

Will they meet again one day?

Will they meet?

When i like a song i will listen to it over and over and over and over again untill i get a little annoyed and that takes a long time :s And now i'm in love with this song, including its vc. Ehe. You know exactly what the reason is *dancing*.

I always aspire to be a secret agent. Just like Carmen Cortez in Spy Kids, Angelina Jolie in Salt, Scarlett Johansson in Iron Man 2, yeah hunger makes you dream more. But i really am a good stalker and planner washuashuahauhsua *throwing a supah big brick*. Work for CIA or.. maybe BIN because i live in Indonesia? Aha but work to chase the terrorists uhm i should think twice, he. Btw, my Russian name is Lenusy Oksanochka Ivanov, got it from russiannamegenerator.com ahahak whatsoever it sounds cool for me ehe ehe ehe. Wish me luck for HI or HI UI 2011 and then becoming a diplomat, Aamin. Go Rie!

2010-08-10T08:00:00.001-07:00

Marhaban Ya Sharur Ramadhan!

Happy fasting month, everyone :)

Go Rie!

2010-08-10T08:00:00.000-07:00

......Still don't believe that now i'm a 12th grader. I'm 15 and reckless. LOLZ. Does my brain have two branches? Hell yes, i'm stuck between UN and SIMAKUI/SMUPUNPAD at once. Which one is more important? Both. I have no passion for science subjects, duh? Don't try to ask me why i'm going there. Yo i'm good at memorizing things *over-confidence*. Definitely, those exact things are trying to kill me v¬_¬v

Wish me tons of luck.

Toy Story 3 - Real Life Scenarios

2010-08-09T04:37:00.000-07:00

The part where Andy describes each toy to Bonnie. This isn’t spoiling the movie so calm down (:

Everyone needs a “Jessie” in their life, to show them that not all girls are the same. That it’s okay to show your tough side.
Everyone needs a pair of “Mr. & Mrs.Potato Head” as friends, to show them what couples go through. That through the rough times, the strong madly in love couples stick through.
Everyone needs a “Slinky” in their life, to show them that there are loyal people out there. That though there are many people you can’t trust, there’s still the few who are down.
Everyone needs a “Buzz Lightyear” in their life, someone to protect you from all harm. To show that at least one person, would risk their life for you.
Everyone needs a “Woody” in their life, someone who will stick with you from beginning to end. Someone who will never give up on you, who will be there for you no matter what . ♥

Source

Even the sky didn't want to smile. Maybe, it had already taken my tears away.

2010-08-05T04:23:00.001-07:00

Because the logic kept telling me not to do that, so, yeah. I choosed to go back home and it was raining kittens and puppies. I was neither crying or regretting. Feel like my tears has been frozen for times. Hee. This photo might exaggerate it. Ahahahah, just to make it sounds more emo? Fuck. I'm not that drama queen. Ups.

"Even the sky didn't want to smile. Maybe, it had already taken my tears away."

Like what i wrote here, I'll always be wishing the best for you. Hey, the good bassist, i've prayed the best for you, and He always hears our prayers. God bless you, Al :D

G.O.T.D.

2010-08-02T05:42:00.001-07:00

Hey, Alien. It was nice (for me) to see you again, finally, after we passed summers and winters in each planets of ours.

But, why you broke my ambition. Didnt you know how happy i was today, when i saw you sat and walked there.

"Hey" is a very simple word. But i wasn't strong enough to say that. Stupid, kay.

I wanted to, but my mouth was locked by its wordlessness. You just looked away, brought down the atmosphere, then became a stranger. Woh, Alien.

I wish i was that girl. Who stood beside you and also having conversation with you. Geez.

Suddenly, you disappeared. Like.. Bam!

This post sounds cheesy and very EMO. Yes, i'm getting more emo day by day. Gah. Don't worry, i'm fine.

Sorry, for not giving you my sweetest smile (AHAHAHAH). Sorry, if i became so chicken (pokpokpokpokwingflicking). Sorry, for not trying to greet you.

I'm not apologizing to you, but to myself, for my own mistakes. "Why i didn't do it all to you," that's it. Yeah, you. Because you are the guilt of the day.

The photo isn't mine.